tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4788266890713613932.post2549652531467171708..comments2020-04-03T15:42:00.845-07:00Comments on Inside the Masquerade: My Self is in here somewhereSuperfluous Brunettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14605101609925373488noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4788266890713613932.post-34226500229207611332010-09-28T06:25:47.395-07:002010-09-28T06:25:47.395-07:00You have such great insight and I relate a lot to ...You have such great insight and I relate a lot to your words...Catyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13203872150946002183noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4788266890713613932.post-33967789974101749362010-09-26T02:33:43.521-07:002010-09-26T02:33:43.521-07:00It's so difficult to be 100% oneself when one ...It's so difficult to be 100% oneself when one has been burdened with all those influences, directly or indirectly...<br /><br /> I can relate so much to all this you've written here. I did not have a nice childhood, the last of four, who cried and cried and nobody knew why, for my health was in perfect condition... <br /><br />The problem I later knew, was I felt nobody loved me, people seemed to reject me, especially cause I cried... a whirlwind, which still influences in my present life, when I cry and I don't know why... but of course if I analize I get the answers... Childhood stays with you all your life, it's the root of the tree which grows later on...<br /><br />I think my poem today is going to be about this.<br /><br />Hugs honey!Dulçe ♥https://www.blogger.com/profile/14958592985938279356noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4788266890713613932.post-81743035531026653912010-09-20T20:56:13.157-07:002010-09-20T20:56:13.157-07:00Thanks EG. I can't say I have too much experie...Thanks EG. I can't say I have too much experience with an active addict...as an adult, except for my last relationship with someone who did have those issues in his past before I met him. Although substance wasn't his issue anymore, something seemed off about his thinking and behaviours. I guess that is the psyche of an addict! Funny, I am an INFJ too! We should go for drinks. Take that train up here to Vancouver. Thanks for reading. <br /><br />GF: righto about the "dysfunctional" behaviours being intriguing at first glance, but fucked up when you get close :)Superfluous Brunettehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14605101609925373488noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4788266890713613932.post-72892884358451771572010-09-20T19:27:23.621-07:002010-09-20T19:27:23.621-07:00i read this before work and promised i'd come ...i read this before work and promised i'd come home to re-read it as you really struck a chord when i took this in. being divorced from an addict, having a father as an addict, and a mother and sister who ganged up on the 'crybaby' thing to me as well, i feel like we should just go for a drink, girl!!!! <br /><br />you know it's funny, in my 20's i did personality testing and it said i was an ENTP. total crap but what i thought i should be rather than who i really was. now in my 30's i re-tested as INFJ - the real me, the childhood me, the smart girl, the fearless girl, the happy-go-lucky. and it's helped me so much in remembering to chase that inner GIRL, rather than whatever we had originally started shaping ourselves to be based on THEM. <br /><br />get fierce, my sister. conquer the fucking world - its YOURS. xoxo.EcoGrrlhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04856550147714231721noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4788266890713613932.post-70952193258624128122010-09-20T10:01:37.424-07:002010-09-20T10:01:37.424-07:00Very expressive and so clear as always SB. Dysfunc...Very expressive and so clear as always SB. Dysfunctional traits can be interesting from a far but up front have the desperation in tow which often leaves us lifeless...Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com